i am going totally totally insane and popping out of my head. i have one more day of work. then i'm on my own. then i'm writing. i hope i can do this. i think i can do this. i'm not going to be one of those people who has the spirit squished out of me, i'm going to do this and do it well and kick fucking ass.
yeah. i just have wayyyyy too much excess energy right now, i don't know what to do with it, i feel like i could start a circus.
my bosses took me out to lunch, then had a small party for me with CAKE and i feel really good but kinda teary eyed about the whole thing. i'm leaving. yeah. and i'm probably talking about it too much but this is the biggest self-motivated change i've ever made in my life. everything else i've just, you know, slipped into. and now i'm doing something. yep. it's scary, but exhilirating, and i haven't even started yet. i just want to bounce into walls, i want a moon bounce or something, maybe a trampoline. eeeee eeeeee eeeeee eeeeee. yeah.